wow! im feeling a lot better with the family stuff. my mom and dad are finally realizing somethings wrong, im not feeling as invisible. but the friend stuff, UGH!
i just feel so left out. my close friends are busy with highschool prep stuff, while my friends that are my age are all hanging out-without me. so i just dont fit in, and im really afraid for when school starts. i mean who am i gonna hang out with, people are gonna think im a loner.
i dont like sounding all pathetic, but this has not been a fun summer.
last summer was different [x100] me and my older friends hung out EVERYDAY and im not exagerating. and i even hung out with my close friend Kelly, who now is sooo busy fitting in with the cheerleaders. && dont even get me started on the drama with my older friends. we havent all hung out once yet. things have certainly changed;i hate it. i just want things to go back to how they used to be, but i know that its impossible.
so thats the bad stuff.
now for the good!
JONAS BROTHERS CONCERT!! its coming up and i cantt wait! maybe ill put pictures on here from it. im going with my soccer friends, i love hanging with them; no drama. (:
okay i think i have blogged enough. im just gonna go jam to some jobros<3
music is a cure!
w/ <3
Kelly
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