Peterpan and Wendy turned out fine, so wont you Fly with Me<3

wow! im feeling a lot better with the family stuff. my mom and dad are finally realizing somethings wrong, im not feeling as invisible. but the friend stuff, UGH!

i just feel so left out. my close friends are busy with highschool prep stuff, while my friends that are my age are all hanging out-without me. so i just dont fit in, and im really afraid for when school starts. i mean who am i gonna hang out with, people are gonna think im a loner.
i dont like sounding all pathetic, but this has not been a fun summer.

last summer was different [x100] me and my older friends hung out EVERYDAY and im not exagerating. and i even hung out with my close friend Kelly, who now is sooo busy fitting in with the cheerleaders. && dont even get me started on the drama with my older friends. we havent all hung out once yet. things have certainly changed;i hate it. i just want things to go back to how they used to be, but i know that its impossible.

so thats the bad stuff.
now for the good!

JONAS BROTHERS CONCERT!! its coming up and i cantt wait! maybe ill put pictures on here from it. im going with my soccer friends, i love hanging with them; no drama. (:


okay i think i have blogged enough. im just gonna go jam to some jobros<3
music is a cure!
w/ <3
Kelly

lalalalala...THE GOSSIP!

so lately everyday i feel kind of ignored. you see, I have 2 older brothers. one is always at work, i barely see him. and the other is about to move out and go to college, and lately thats all my parents care about-him and his life. i understand, i mean hes there little boy going off on his own, but i feel very invisible right now. plus they both are having financial problems and my parents are trying to help them. so now when ever im having a conversation with one of my parents its always about my brothers. i feel kind of neglected.

and so you would think i would just avoid my family and hang out with my friends all the time. i wish. see most of my really close friends are older then me, and they are going into highschool, so they have to do all these summer camps everday. so i barely get to see them. and the friends i have that are my age never wanna hangout. so this is tunring into theee worst summer ever.

i know going on about my pathetic life on here isnt gonna help, but i just had to let it out. and now that i did, i feel better. okay well if you read this, im sorry for sounding like a selfish pathetic person only caring about my problems. i promise that my next posts will be better.

ta ta for now,
Kelly

Oh my god. Im soo bored today! Everyones on vacation or their busy already. So im gonna babysit my lil cousins. They are such little cuties! Im gonna try to teach them home to jump on a trampoling. Hehe. So i think im gonna read some other peoples blogs on here, maybe make some internet friends :)
I feel like i should write about my family drama, to just let it out but not right now. Prolly next post. Okayy gotta go, the lil kids are here :D
With love-
Kelly

Woo! I can start posting blogs from my phone now! (:

kellys current state of union

welll well welllll..... I started a blog! Woo! Im doing this from my phone, its pretty cool. Soooo i doubt anyone will read this but im gonna talk all about my interest (yah right :P) lifee(:

So lets start with today. Happy fourth of july !
so today at first i was all lazy and just watching tv. Thennnn my friends texted me and i met them at the carnival! I saw my friend kelly (yah we have the same name) there. She was with her cheerleading friends wich means my old tom boy bestfriend was wearing short shortt shorts, yahh shes changed ALOT. But i just went along with it. We got to go on this ahhmazing ride 3 times in a row for free so that was fun! Then my two other friends nicole and vivian came, nicole just moved away and i hadnt seen her in forever!! So i was happy she was there. There was some drama though. Cuz this girl we all hate was there and she gave us dirty looks but this girl gianna totally handled it ;D
Unfortunetly i had to leave early-party time !
I was kinda excited cuz i was going to a HUGEEE party with my aunts family, so i didnt know many people but i thought it would be fun. Well it turns out, it wasnt. The only good things: food-yumm and my baby cousin-hes sucha cutie . (:

Now im sittin at home just watching some movies with my mom.! Welll i think thats enough bloggin for the day! :D

bye bye,
Kelly